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  Natasha could sense the internal battle he was having. She knew Jake couldn’t understand or believe she truly didn’t care about his fertility issues.

  “I love you, Jake. Everything is going to work out.” She truly believed that. Provided they were together, everything else would work out.

  “I love you too. But this—”

  She cut him off with a stern look.

  “But nothing, Jake. We’ll work through this and we’ll have lots of kids.”

  He nodded. She could see he wasn’t convinced but she knew just how to tempt him. “You know this means? We can have lots and lots of sex and not worry about protection.”

  When they’d first started dating and early in their marriage, they used protection every time they made love. When they decided to have children, sex without protection felt so right and beautiful between them.

  Her comment had the desired effect and his eyes flared, the interest returning almost immediately. He came at her, kissing her hard. His lips commanded her, taking everything he wanted from her. She was laughing as his desire overcame her.

  “If, however, you’re unfaithful, we’ll have to reconsider the no protection policy,” she said.

  His palm came up to cup one of her full breasts, her nipples already budding against the cotton of her bra and blouse.

  “How could I ever leave a woman like you?” Jake whispered. Natasha gasped as his lips covered her nipple, sucking it through her shirt. “You’re passionate, beautiful and you love me.” His teeth bit down and her back arched into his caress. Her nipple pressed into his mouth, budding. The pleasure shot inside her body careening all around her.

  “Yes, yes...” she panted. Her hands reached for his face. Her legs came up to accept him at the juncture of her thighs.

  He moved to the other nipple taking the blouse and her nipple between his teeth giving her twin wet patches at her breasts.

  “Harder.” Natasha closed her eyes allowing herself to fully feel what he was doing to her.

  He came up for air, lifting the white blouse from her stomach and pulling the material away from her until she was bare from the waist up.

  He cursed as he glanced at her body. “You're so beautiful.”

  Natasha smiled at him, glowing from the inside out, still taken by his wonderful praise. Taking hold of his neck, she brought him back down to kiss her. Jake pushed Natasha onto the sofa as he took the kiss she offered, his tongue thrusting inside her mouth where she met him stroke for stroke. His hips pushed hard and confidently against Natasha’s slacks. His palm came up to stroke her bare breast. Natasha cried out in pleasure. Jake’s kisses travelled along her jaw to reach her neck and collarbone. His kisses rained down until he landed on her pert, red nipple. Gasping from the sublime torture, she looked at him devouring her, tasting her, teasing her. He gave one nipple attention until she was panting from the painful anticipation. Then he methodically moved to the next. Once he was satisfied seeing her writhe in pleasured agony, he moved his kisses down. He placed his lips over her stomach, feeling her quiver with excitement. He unbuttoned her jeans, bringing them slowly down her thighs. Jake was secretly brimming with male pride, knowing he was exposing her for his eyes alone.

  “What are you doing to me?” she gasped as he threw her jeans away. In a deeply masculine move, he cupped the top of her thighs and opened her, exposing her feminine core. The Christmas lights twinkled in the corner as he opened her and saw the love bud which gave her so much pleasure. Natasha could already feel how desperately swollen and wet she was.

  “What are you going to do?” she asked, wanting to hear him say it. She wanted to hear Jake tell her what he planned to do to her body. Jake looked up, his eyes twinkling just like the Christmas tree then smiled down at her as his eyes met hers and Natasha felt chills from head to toe.

  “I’m going to taste you. I’m going to swirl my tongue along this precious clit...” He flicked her clit with his thumb causing her to cry out at the unexpected contact. “I’m going to suck and lick all your precious juice into my mouth until I’m practically drowning in your delicious scent.” Jake coated his finger, bringing it to his lips so he could taste her.

  “You taste so sweet. I’m going to keep licking and sucking you until you're screaming for me to fuck you. Only when I think you want it badly enough am I going to feed your beautiful pussy with my cock.”

  His words worked for her. Natasha could already feel the need to climax, to feel him moving inside her body thrusting his hard shaft, forcing her to take all of him. She held her breath as she watched him disappear. She could feel him all around her, on her legs, his hands resting on her stomach. The only sounds in the room were the crackling of the roaring fire and the hungry pants of the two people on the sofa. Natasha looked up at the ceiling, waiting.

  She screamed as his tongue took its first long lick from her entrance all the way up to her swollen clit, the contact electrifying. She didn’t want to watch him licking her. She wanted to feel it. Natasha closed her eyes, giving herself up to the pure sensation of his wicked tongue dancing between her legs, his hands moving to cup the full globes of her ass as he pulled her closer to his face.

  With her eyes shut, she could hear, smell and feel everything more intensely. Natasha realized it was mildly ironic that her mind was more open to the experience only after she closed her eyes. She lifted her hands up above her head so she wouldn’t be tempted to touch anything. She wanted to be free and totally unencumbered. Jake’s tongue stroked along the edge of her aching bud, circling her. His grip on her ass was bruising her but it added to the sensation of being taken. She could feel the quivering vibrations in her stomach travel down and begin pulsing in her channel, making it tighter. She was so turned on. She could feel her juice leaking out of her and trailing down to the crease of her ass. His tongue pressed against her bud, licking her, causing her to cry out and her body to shudder.

  His tongue worked its magic over her entire pussy. He devoted time to her clit and the surrounding landscape until he eventually thrust it up into her cunt. His tongue had become a penis for her pleasure and it was an onslaught of magical pleasure.

  Jake used his grip on her ass to drive his tongue inside of her. Her hands had a steel grip on the side of the sofa, holding on for dear life. Her eyes still closed, she felt everything he gave her. His tongue had her panting as he moved up, flicking her clit over and over until she screamed out her release. She finally opened her eyes to see him working so hard to pleasure her. Natasha’s entire body pulsed with excitement. She'd already climaxed but his wicked tongue continued to work over her bringing her further and further past the line of completion..

  “Stop Jake...” she gasped between each flick of his tongue.

  He stopped long enough to say, “I’m making up for lost time.” He flicked her again with his tongue. “Six months to be exact.”

  She screamed as his assault on her body continued. He took her beyond anything she’d ever experienced before. Flushed, satisfied and exhausted, Natasha removed her hands from the side of the sofa and relaxed after being brought to another shattering climax.

  Chapter Four

  Jake watched how relaxed she became even while her body still pulsed with pleasure. He could still taste her in his mouth. She was delicious. After months of being denied access to her body, he felt like a starving man finally getting his fill. Natasha was so utterly beautiful.

  “Come here,” he ordered once she opened her eyes given he now sat in his corner of the sofa. He could see her legs shaking but she crawled across the small space between them, waiting for her next order.

  “Kiss me.”

  She smiled at him, leaning in to kiss his lips. He could see how dilated her pupils were as her tongue licked her own juice from his lips, their groans mingling between the crackling of the fire.

  When he had enough tasty kisses, Jake told her to remove his jeans. He watched as she tugged and pulled his jeans from his body, enjoying the v
iew of her breasts bouncing and moving with every pant and thrust.

  Once he was naked, she knelt at his feet awaiting the next set of instructions. His cock stood tall and proud, waiting for her contact. Jake was breathing slow and heavy, so turned on by the sight of Natasha kneeling at his feet awaiting his command, her head bowed in submission. They never delved into the submission scene much but when they played this way, it was hot, hard and rough.

  “Are you mine?” he asked her.

  “Yes Jake, I’m yours,” her voice a compliant whisper. His desire shot through the roof.

  “That’s right. You’re mine.” He ran his fingers through her silken locks, loving the feel of her hair against his skin. He could drown in this woman at his feet and die a happy man.

  “Look at me,” he instructed. Her head tipped back and she stared at him, her eyes glazed with burning passion. He could see the points of her pert breasts as her nipples bedded against the air. Her stomach was shaking as she took in each breath. He cupped her face, smoothing her cheek with the back of his palm. She turned into his caress, laying a gentle kiss on his weathered hands. Her lips were moist against his dry skin.

  His thumb ran across her swollen lower lip until she sucked it into her mouth. He could feel the effect she had on him as his cock swelled against his body. He looked down at her and he could see her looking at his swollen shaft. Aching need consumed him. He needed to feel those warm, wet lips wrapped around his shaft. He cupped himself, stroking his length for her to see. Natasha seemed mesmerized by the view.

  “Do you like what you see?”

  She nodded her head, her eyes never leaving him. They stayed like that, each feeling the pull of the other.

  “I want you to suck me,” he told her.

  Her eyes finally moved from his cock to look at him. She nodded again but didn’t speak. She opened her mouth for him showing her complete surrender. Her actions were so fucking hot he thought he was going to spill his seed right then and there.

  He kept one hand on her cheek while he used the other to present her with his cock. Her mouth opened wider to accommodate him and Natasha forced him to push through the barrier of her lips, giving him barely enough room to fit. She sucked her lips in so he'd have to use a small amount of force to gain access. His grip on her cheek became firmer but when she wouldn’t loosen up, he moved both of his hands to the golden locks on her head. Gathering her hair, he used the leverage he had to gain further access into her mouth. Her eyes twinkled as she finally relented and gave him what he wanted, access to her throat.

  “You little tease,” he panted. His hands held firm in her hair and he used them to dictate the pace. Moving her head to take him to the back of her throat, he stayed in the same position for a minute allowing Natasha to become comfortable. As she grew accustomed to his large length, he pushed a little farther and her eyes widened as she realized what he wanted from her. He wanted her to swallow him. He felt her relax as she gave him all of her trust while he stroked her hair and whispered terms of endearment and encouragement. Jake moved slowly so she wouldn’t choke or gag. He took his time, moving slowly and precisely, loving her for doing this.

  “I love you,” Jake whispered as she took him all the way down and moaned around him. “Breathe through your nose. Look at me. I wouldn’t hurt you.”

  Her trust in him lifted his heart and gave his erection a kick in her throat as he responded to the lust building inside of him. He felt her muscles swallow down her saliva and he cried out as she milked his cock. The sensation was so intense he instinctively wanted to fuck her but he knew better. He had no desire to climax this way. He was simply basking in the physical and emotional pleasure of the experience. He pulled out slowly and then thrust back inside Natasha’s warm mouth. She took him until eventually she used her own hands to guide him and he released his hold on her hair.

  While she worked on his cock, he touched her face and traced her throat, with his fingers, feeling her sucking him. She pressed against his hand, her eyes meeting his. The connection they felt was so strong and intimate, it was beyond words.

  “You are so beautiful,” he growled out, her mouth doing wicked things to his control. The desire to push her small hands out of the way and take over consumed him. He threw his head back, closing his eyes, trying with all of his might to gain control over his body and his rioting emotions. Sweat broke out along his skin, the heat from the fire and her mouth making him mindless to everything but his need.

  He pulled away, and walked toward the fire, looking down at his pulsing shaft, groaning as he saw her saliva coating him.

  “What’s the matter?” She came up behind him, her arms circling his waist, her naked breasts pressed against his back.

  “I wanted to control myself,” he told her, stroking her arms.

  “You’re always in control.”

  “Not with you, I’m not,” he admitted.

  He turned to her, circling her in his arms. “I love you so much.”

  He tilted her head back and gazed into her eyes.

  “I love you, too.” He leaned down and kissed her lips and she responded to his kisses as her lush mouth opened to him.

  He tasted his essence on the tip of her tongue. While he usually didn't like the taste, right now he didn’t mind. Natasha was here in his arms, she loved the taste of him and he'd enjoy it for all it was worth. He finally had his wife back. She accepted he couldn’t father their children and yet she stayed and she loved him. It was more than he could've ever asked for.

  He took her down to the floor, the embers of the fire warming them. Jake devoured her body, tracing every line and curve, etching them to memory. She was his wife and he never wanted to let her go. She would be his always, no matter what.

  He reined kisses all over her body muttering the tender words 'I love you' over and over again. Jake wanted to capture this moment in his mind and never forget it. He vowed to himself to never doubt that she was the woman he would love for the rest of his life.

  Chapter Five

  “Are you ready for bed?” Natasha asked. Since their last exhausting sexual romp, the couple spent most of their time bringing each other pleasure in simple, sensual ways. Jake had yet to feel the peak of ecstasy but he seemed content just holding her.

  “Is my wife as spent as I am?” he asked, chuckling.

  Natasha smiled. She loved the sound of his chuckle. “You know Cassie is the one who told me to come here,” Jake confessed.

  She looked up to see him smiling. “What?”

  “Actually, Cassie asked you to come because I asked her to ask you.”

  Natasha gasped.

  He carried on. “I didn’t think you'd come back to this cabin if I offered the invitation. I spoke to Cassie and she agreed we needed to work past our problems and the only way to do that was if we didn’t have any other place to hide.”

  Natasha could understand that. She was touched that Jake went to all that trouble but also sad knowing she would have said 'no' if he’d asked himself.

  “I’ve been a very silly woman, haven’t I?”

  He chuckled. “I should have taped that. I could've made millions. A woman finally confessing she was wrong and to a man no less.”

  She slapped him on the stomach, leaning down to kiss the burn.

  He moaned. Natasha knew she had him.

  “I would've done the same, sweetheart,” Jake confided. “The thought of you with another man and I would’ve broken down the door and hauled you away like a caveman.”

  “Over your shoulder and growling?”

  “Yep, maybe a slap on the ass as well.”

  “O-oh, that sounds really exciting,” Natasha said, her voice dripping with desire.

  Jake smiled down at her and then in an abrupt movement, swept her up and bent Natasha over his shoulder. She instinctively squealed with delight.

  He slapped her on the ass, making her jolt and laugh and scream out. He growled as he continued to slap her ass as he carr
ied her upstairs to the bedroom where he threw her onto the bed. Natasha collapsed in a heap, her bum burning and her body shaking with laughter.

  “Welcome to my mighty lair,” he growled out.

  She lay back against the covers, opening her legs in a blatant invitation.

  “Come and get me, oh great caveman, you.”

  Natasha giggled and gasped as he followed her down, his cock already hard and aching. Without waiting, he slid deep inside her body, her wetness invitation enough.

  “Maybe I should be a caveman more often?” He pulled all the way out, looking down to see his dick glistening with her cream.

  He thrust fast and hard inside her. “Oh, God!”She screamed, finally feeling complete having his hard dick penetrate her so deeply. They were connected, together. They were a couple again

  “Maybe you should,” she agreed.

  Pulling out of her, he turned her over bringing her up to her knees before thrusting back inside her.

  “Like this?”

  Natasha moaned as he went deeper than before.

  Natasha was building toward another climax. His palm landed on her ass, the sound echoing and mingling with their cries of pleasure.

  She jerked at the action and wriggled her ass. She wanted more.

  “You have such a nice ass,” he complimented her.

  “It’s all yours.”

  He fucked her hard, taking her deeper and rougher with every thrust. In a matter of moments their cries of release filled the air. They collapsed together, still joined and curled around each other.

  “This is going to be the best Christmas ever,” Natasha told him.

  He shook his head.

  “This is the start of the many great Christmases to come.”

  They held each other through the night and all through Christmas, learning to forgive and forget. Natasha agreed to learn to trust her husband and soul mate and Jake agreed to fight for what he wanted before it was too late.